a year and a day

I can't believe its been a year and a day since I found out I was pregnant!  And I remember how crazy I was about taking pregnancy tests almost everyweek of my whole first year of marriage. haha then finally had the one that I had subconsiously been wanting. Our life has changed of course but in the best way possible.  We love our little bean more than I ever thought we could.  Eternal family's was always important to me but the thought of being with out Dayton and Winnie makes my eyes well up.  They've put everything in perspective.

We're spending today on a nursing vacation.  I don't feel like I'm producing enough and she seems like she's not getting enough to eat lately so we're improving the demand from this crazy body of mine.  Although I work 20 hours a week I still consider myself a stay at home mom and lucky I have the option to do this when I feel I need to. So here we are.  Laying in bed watching shows with laundry that desperately needs to be done yet choosing to nurse all day long.  Yummy endless cuddles that she'll soon grow out of because the TV cords will be much more interesting.